Menangis

Bila last aku menangis? Setahun? Lebih kot.. Wah lama juga tak menangis ni.

Tapi pagi tadi aku menangis.

Sebaik aku siap nak ke ofis, FIL inform dia nak balik KL hari ini. Emergency. Then MIL pulak tambah kata dia akan bawa Umayr sekali.

Aku congak dekat 10 hari aku takkan lihat,bau, peluk cium Umayr.

Aku yang dah nak keluar rumah tadi terus patah balik masuk bilik PIL untuk jenguk budak tu.Aku ciumnya kiri, kanan,atas,bawah, tak cukup lagi! aku dukung pulak,peluk kuat-kuat, cium lagi..dengan berat hati aku berkata" ok"-kelulusan untuk PIL membawa Umayr ke KL.

Lepas tu aku mundar-mandir dalam rumah, berat hati nak keluar, aku masuk balik bilik PIL, peluk cium Umayr yang sedang tidur tu lagi, sampai dia separa terjaga.. cakap "no!no!"- sebab aku kacau dia tidur. Memandangkan perjalanan aku ke ofis jauh lagi.. dengan seberat-berat hatinya, aku pun masuk ke dalam kereta. Pedal accelerator ni terasa berat lah pulak! Seberat butir-butiran air mata aku yang mencurah-curah keluar. Terasa mata mula membengkak.. aah sudah! Terus aku cuba menenangkan diri agar mata tak membengkak-member kantoi.

So this morning, this emotional, sensitive muscular handsome chap menangis dekat 10 km perjalanan ke ofis.

Tu baru terfikir tak dapat jumpa 10 hari! Belum lagi tak jumpa selama-lamanya? Daymn!..



My heart sincerely goes out to all the parents yang kehilangan anak-anak yang tersayang.

*Update (5/4/2012)

PIL tak jadi pulang semalam. Pulang ke KL today with Izza and the boys.

But this morning, Umayr terbangun from my routine rounds of smooching, " no! no! no!." a disaproval supaya Daddy tak pergi kerja.. then mintak dukung.. looked at the watch, terpaksa minta FIL dukung and he went "Daddddyyyyyyyy! Daddyyyyyyyyy!!" he cried all the way to porch..

man..

Black Album

Our family portrait..hehe

P/s: Dear Umayr, Today we discovered that you're able to recognize alphabets! At 2 years+ old! Ain't that kinda early mate? Damn proud of you boy!

My last motorcycle design project

Finally..after roughly 2 years of design and development, my last motorcycle design work has hit the market. Launched on March 1st 2012. I was in the team during the initial stage of the project right up to surfacing design (then i left for Inokom). Maybe the end data pun dah banyak ubah sampai hilang hasil sentuhan aku. Well I don’t mind. I don’t mind at-all. Yang penting, project ni dah siap and I’m damn proud of it.

Designed by Lee (Roslee – also the ‘father’ of GT and CT) with support of design styling members and engineers yang makan durian, petai and tempoyak. Yes they’re local, Malaysian. No re-badging or ciplak design whatsoever. Designs were done from scratch! So to all you negative Malaysians out there (yes I’ve read your comments)..terpulanglah. Sampai bila nak mengagong-agongkan orang luar?

PRU 13

Politics sucks. Nak dekat pilihanraya ni, lagilah meluat aku dengan politik. Page 1, 2, 3 ,4 sampailah page sukan..semua ada bau-bau politik. Namun..aku tetap baca dan ambil tahu jugak. Walaupun meluat! Entahlah...kenapalah aku kisah sangat dengan gossip orang-orang tua ni. Skandal duit, seks, dia kata dia ni jahat, mamat tu kata dia jahat... Aku terdengar satu ceramah haritu. Apa bezanya ceramah agama dan ceramah politik? Penceramah agama akan selalu minta diampunkan dosanya, yang buruk datang dari si penceramah dan yang indah datang dari tuhan..ceramah politik on the other hand, pengisiannya kutukan, cerca dan asyik cari kesalahan dan mengaibkan orang je. Nak minta ampun? Nak dengar kata “saya bersalah”? ..jangan harap.

Anyway, this is my prediction for the next GE.

Perlis –Although It will be tough with Haron Din; and there might be a small scuffle between Shahidan Kasim and Md Isa – BN will win..

Kedah – Despite all the ‘exco’ dramas, PAS will continue to rule Kedah. No major issues in Kedah.

Penang – DAP. Gerakan is so out of the picture. What happen to Gerakan?
Perak – This is a tough one. Although BN ada tambahan Indian voters, many are still angry with how BN take over Perak. Where is MIC? siapa presiden MIC sekarang? Hmmmm..I put my money on BN, but small margin

Selangor – Also a very tough one. Pakatan’s strong hold. BN will do anything to get Selangor (the richest state) back! My prediction- there will be another tree parliament

Negeri Sembilan – BN.

Melaka – Melaka is happening. Plus another Hard Rock Cafe will be opening in Melaka soon! I’ll vote BN.

Johor – Chua Jui Ming is not a threat to Umno . A stronger BN in Johor

Pahang – haha 2008 takkan berulang. Najib sure tak nak tragedi pak Lah berulang. So BN will win in Pahang. Ah Jib Gor is Pekan’s finest.

Terengganu – Indecisive state. Sekejap BN, then PAS now BN balik. I don’t know. Pas is very confident in capturing the state back. Hmmm.. i’ll go for BN.

Kelantan – 1990 and beyond!. PAS. PAS and PAS.

Sabah – BN menang lah ni.

So i predict BN will win PRU13, with a higher margin. Calon Bebas akan bertambah, pilihanraya yang paling beremosi and despite using permanent ink, issue pengundi hantu ,undi pos dan rasuah akan tetap timbul.

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Sad. Can't imagine living life without the 2 boys..Mintak simpang.. amiiiin..

29th February 2012

I’m now busy with managing own company, sharing it with Izza (part-time-she’s still with UitM-secure sikit sorang kerja gomen). Alhamdulillah, so far everything has been good and smooth, kalau takde masalah, I shall hit my first mil by end of March. Fingers crossed! Still tak boleh decide to let go the Odyssey and grab the X6, or maintain it and get the Insight. Murah sikit..petrol sikit, road tax pun ada discount! Nantilah. We’ll be going to Penang this weekend. Hopefully this time Mr. Chiew jumpa apa yang kita nak. Simple je..4 rooms (at least!) with a view. Kalau dapat dekat Bt. Feringgi pun ok jugak. Oh our visas sudah clear! Hopefully the boys can stand the long flight. Jangan jadi macam Umayr hari tu sudah. Menangis non-stop! Ok, I’ll end my bull-crap fantasies with “Happy Leap day”, semoga panjang umur kita jumpa lagi leap days.

P/S: crap! I'm so gonna be late for work! Thanks to the office's new internet policy..stupid..

Quantaray Tech-10 24mm f/2.8 AF

Ciwi with the new lens..



Getting there...getting there..